Thursday, March 31, 2005

11:55 PM
what's wrong with girl talk? it's more supportive and encouraging then boy talk anyday. you go girls! muahaha...

:p

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

11:48 PM
Retail therapy does wonders. Mum said I was going crazy and dragged me to suntec to buy a new swimming costume yesterday. this one’s all red and shiny because I chose it in a perverse, half-deranged state of mind. I’m sure I’ll regret this once sanity returns.


甜在心里头 :)

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

11:40 PM
how many more days of this madness????

anat. biochem. physio.

welcome to my life.

Sunday, March 27, 2005

12:24 AM
happy easter!

Saturday, March 26, 2005

11:48 PM
holy saturday.

waiting to pass.

12:12 AM
everyone keeps wishing me "happy good friday". which i thought was rather odd considering that Jesus died for our sins on this day 2000 years ago. i'm not even sure why it's a public holiday in singapore. hmm...

twas supposed to be a day of fasting and reflection. spent most of it reflecting on biochem. it's so sad that easter has to clash with our study break; i didn't even go church visiting on maundy thursday because i feel guilty when i'm not studying. like now. there's something seriously wrong with that.

my family's dinner conversations are obviously not meant to be heard in public. we went to fish & co. and started terrorising the adjacent customers. putting dad and thomas and jerm together = having very...liberal...talk around the table. muahahaha...the highlight of my day!

Friday, March 25, 2005

12:26 AM
good friday...

via dolorosa. http://www.andiesisle.com/viadolorosa.html

sailing elections were held over dinner at billy bomber's at heeren. i do NOT recommand going there. ever. shaorong and i had to wait 50 minutes for our burgers to arrive. as sailing club treasurer, i officially have the right to start hanging pigs' heads over doors and painting qian4 zai4 huan2 zai4 on walls again. what have i gotten myself into?

oh well, have a blessed easter weekend everyone!

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

11:43 PM
watched spongebob squarepants the movie.

alexandar CLAM bell.....

'nuff said.

Monday, March 21, 2005

6:56 PM
hey everyone, thanks for all the concern. everything's fine now. i think i just irked my mum at that time of the month. haha. it's a female prerogative.

anyway, now that yu guo tian qing, i had a really good day; my sis got into njc on her own merit and didn't have to appeal through dance, and mum, jerm, auntie kim, jeremy & i went to crustaceans at holland v for sinfully rich lunch. sago seeds with coconut milk and gula melaka. hmm. so why am i still hungry?

looks like the whole world is into salsa! my dear erzhi haihan is picking it up too. he was really amused when i told him jianbang, jian yang and zhongyang are learning it as well. all of us should go to xenbar or something when the evil pros have gone away.

:)

Saturday, March 19, 2005

11:21 PM
this is getting ridiculous. you are the parent. i am the child. so why are you the one being angsty and erratic?

i've been living my whole life for you. i still am.

Friday, March 18, 2005

12:03 AM
what a difference a day makes.

went to renjun's house for a popiah party on wednesday. don't think i've every peeled so much garlic in my life. but the food was good - i guess stuff just tastes better when you invest blood and (mostly) sweat in its preparation. of course we had the master chef jasper directing our every move as well. XD

the chinchillas are so soft! like little balls of down. mo mo mo mo mo. though i actually only played with hoki. they shed like snow.

ended up singing karoke late into the night again. mum's mad at me because i reached home late. she really has double standards; thomas just went cycling. at 12.10am. the benefits of being male.

so much for equality of the sexes.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

11:18 PM
jian yang/jianyang...same difference. XD
and i wasn't bored at jess' house. really. not with all that live drama.

dragged jerm to bishan pool with me in the evening. bad idea - the water wasn't exactly perrier to begin with and it was overflowing with people. then when we got back...we were locked out of the house! after jerm had converted me into a human crutch all the way home because he was 'too weak to move'. i've got to get that kid off his ischial tuberosity more often.

my baby brother's all grown up now. sniff.

12:02 AM
yup you can link me jianyang... haha, like my reading your blog has really reined in your tongue (or fingers in this case)...

went to jess' house today - ostensibly to play mahjong but i only played one game in the end. too distracted and i didn't want to be the rate determining step anyway. it's nicer to watch.

spent some time tinkering on jess' piano; we tried to play secret garden's 'apassionata' but due to my lack of skill/practice, the accompaniment was quite a disaster. next time jess! i promise i'll practice. then you can really show off your violin's tone.

managed to have my first decent conversation with mum and dad in weeks. sheesh, sometimes i wish i was an only child. but usually not. XD

Monday, March 14, 2005

1:12 AM
just came back from my late grandfather's sister's husband's wake. i don't think i ever met him when he was alive, but all parting is sorrow i suppose.

reminded me of this hk show i watched yesterday. tian zuo zi he. one of those tragically-happy/happily-tragic sort of plots. the guy died of leukemia and his wife died from sars. and then they met in heaven under a great big tree. right. involved a lot of paper boxes and rainbows and scenes of the church. but it's the music that really breaks your heart.

Sunday, March 13, 2005

12:47 AM
hi amanda and amanda! u can link me if you want. XD

blog surfing is becoming scary. got to mug. argh.

Saturday, March 12, 2005

1:45 AM
it's a good thing i have legible handwriting since i doubt i'll be able to speak much tomorrow. the consequence of 6 straight hours of kbox...

wf kept stealing the female parts from jess! that was really hilarious. and i think we all got dvt from sitting down for so long. towards the end jess and i started singing really mushy gooey love songs from 环珠格格. 你是风儿, 我是沙...urgh, i hope we didn't scare jb for life!

walked around the suntec-esplanade-marina centre area after dinner at crystal jade. my amygdala-hippocampus-parietal cortex pathway needs some serious rewiring.

Friday, March 11, 2005

12:48 AM
happy day!

yq's out of icu, jb and i watched Hitch, and then went to dance at Xenbar.

the jazz thing was fun and definitely easier to learn than salsa. jianyang and agnes have gotten really good at dancing; he just kept spinning her round and round and round. huiying, amanda and porschee(?) were there too. i think the atmostphere at Xenbar is more conducive to social dancing than Attitude. at least the lights are dim enough to hide most of the fumbles. XD

haha i got high on half a glass of something which was maybe 5% alcohol. and started spouting rubbish as usual. but then i can get high on sugar and water and air. hmm...

i wish the night could have lasted forever.

Thursday, March 10, 2005

12:16 AM
it's over!!! yes! finally! the end!

for 3 weeks...

paper-cut. ouch.

biochem was...biochem. physio was better than last time but that's not saying much. and everyone should shower profs ling and bay with love and praise. the anatomy spots exam was actually rather fun in a seriously masochistic sort of way.

had the suki sushi buffet for lunch with jess, ky, wf, jb and kenneth. they threatened to squish jess into the boot (nothing to do with me!) but being wonderful, nice people, we eventually settled the matter peaceably. as peaceably as possible with wf, kenneth and jess in the same confined space.

swallowed too much raw fish. i'm hyper. this does not make sense.

jb and i went to east coast afterwards to watch yauhong and renjun spend 2 hours rigging up the sail in order to spend 20 minutes at sea. haha. well if it makes you'll happy boys... XD

today was fun. oh dear. i'm intoxicated. muahahaha. fear me.

Sunday, March 06, 2005

11:52 PM
tick tick tick....

what am i doing online?!??!!

good luck mon ami!

Saturday, March 05, 2005

12:48 AM
reality check. CAs in less than 2 days. my sympathetic system was in overdrive the entire day. sorry if i was a bit snappish in school...i think my studying stamina is pathetic. tried to study from 8 plus to 6pm and i was absolutely drained after that. i don't know how you people do 14 hour study sessions night after night..wow...

ernest peer-pressured me into going for evening mass. i'm really glad i went though; it always has such a calming effect on me. i was about to cry when i heard the kyrie. i could really feel the Lord taking the burden off my shoulders. like being released from a crushing weight i never even knew was there.

God bless everyone...it's the last lap....

Thursday, March 03, 2005

11:55 AM
happy birthday jb... hope you had a good day, and take care of yourself. stress -> high cortisol -> low immunity...everyone's falling ill. jia you ppl - only 3 days to CA 2!

haven't baked in too long; i'm sure if my f&n teacher saw the strawberry cake i baked today she'd slice me up herself. i haven't been able to find optima flour since forever, so i subsituted it with topflour. thought that made the cake a bit too heavy. sigh. and used caster sugar instead of icing sugar to stabilise the cream; the whipped cream was so unevenly spread...shudder...at least it tasted ok i think.

met deb in the toilet so she went with me to cut the cake outside the med lib. sorry i made you miss part of your lecture. hope the cake made up for it!

dragged jess and ky to munchie monkeys for dinner with the boys. i don't think they were comfortable around them at all. thanks dears anyway...this is going to be hard...

yq's awake. he can say 'yes' and 'no' and 'i love you' to his parents. thanks to everyone who prayed/wished him well. God's grace. :)

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

11:57 PM
yay! he's getting better! ultrasound revealed a normal liver, spleen and pancreas. his blood enzyme levels have stabilised. there's still some GIT bleeding but the doc says that just lowers his chances of DVT. i suppose this means yq's on the mend :)